不要忘記自己的初衷

things are not so awful, are they?



I slept for only three hours and woke up at 4:44 this morning.



There was a mosquito flying around me and biting me all the time



when I was half dreaming and awake, a lot of awful thoughts occupying in my mind



although our program is a great success in our station, I barely feel happy for this.



There are three Austronesian countries we gonna interview,

and it means a lot for our station.



Still, I barely feel happy for this.



It seems like I am a outsider in this situation.

It seems like it's not my business at all.



Okay, kick me out this world



This fucking boring job might bring me something good, but I can't go through it.



I can't.